Is freedom the ultimate suffering?

We are just clinging on the planet as a different forms of water that has adapted a way not to disintegrate in the space of raging solar nuclear power that are suns magnetic storms.

And life is water adopting to chemical cocktail of this earth.

So simply put - we are chemical containers that evolves to adapt through biohacking elements within and out, by gathering, splitting and fusing.

What makes us conscious is seeing the potential in evolving beyond survival and reproduction, the curiosity to look beyond and deeper, to ask questions and stepping outside laden patterns.

Essentially we are born with potential to expand on the current knowledge, to master skills so the whole can benefit, for we are connected by the stardust within us all, long time ago starting in one massive explosion.

I have a choice to listen to my own stardust cocktail and learn how to preserve the stability and beauty of this form of human consciousness, or to go deeper and deeper into unknown to explore the possibilities and our infinite potential, for better or worse. Even if our own human experience might seem relatively small and insignificant in the grand scheme of things, it is still paramount to our own existence and our own observable universe - our life.

It's so absurdly simple and yet so tantalisingly, infinitely polarising in possibilities. Each moment I have a choice and a chance to define my borders - to be a vision of myself that others set me to be, through social conditioning and limiting beliefs, or to redraw the borders and thread deeper, question more, feel more, all the while knowing that the answer and the meaning I am seeking is a paradox. It is the divinity of love that your mind will always fail to comprehend, describe or pass on, therefore rendering your individuality and value to the whole irrelevant, but also the most important thing in your life, because it can be only felt by the heart and the heart is what gives you life. The only truth is this moment and that is never wrong and always here and always gone.

Therefore I would argue that freedom is the ultimate suffering and salvation and the same time - releasing us from individuality towards unity, into abyss of oneness.